Screaming Pain

i try to help
speak words to give insight
to not only help someone else
but to give clarity to myself

then words are thrown to cripple me
intense pain overcomes all senses
tearing me to pieces
but i keep silent

i scream inside so no one can hear
no one knows my pain for i hide it deep inside
locked up so no one can judge
and they see not for they are consumed with themselves

the pain overcomes
more then one should endure
yet i live with it
day by day the screams of pain
are kept inside
behind a false smile
so no one will see
no one will know
my screaming pain