27 July 2009

crashing down

Every time I see a message
I hope it is you
When it's not
My heart drops a little more

Why do I keep making the same mistakes
I hope beyond hope that the next time is different
But I always do something
Say something that makes it yet the same as the last

What if I did it differently
What if I didn't let my heart run from me so fast
So fast that it crashes
So very hard yet again

If I went slower
I laid everything on the table at once
Would it turned out this way
Maybe it would have been better

I regret my actions
I hid because I was scared
But I cannot hide reality
It eventually appears

Two hurting souls
Caused by ones fears
Is there anyway to make it right
the damage is already done